narrative essay by khaula (a test of patience )

 a test of patience 

Among all the family, I was the only child

the only one with trauma. My parents talked about me being

a person who is easily traumatized. Starting from trauma related to

nature or even with other humans. I was a victim of

of bullying, and it made me feel hopeless and afraid to go back to school

meet other friends and learn together. I thought my bullying

that I experienced stopped at elementary school. But unfortunately I experienced

bullying until junior high school. 

The bullying period that hurt me the most was when I was in the sixth grade.

heart, namely when I was in the 6th grade. Which I did not do

accidentally nudged my friend's arm, I was immediately shunned by him, and my classmates.

immediately shunned by him, and my classmates because of my friend who

spread news that was not true. A few days later, I was told by

my friend that my photo was edited and likened to an animal photo which I found disrespectful.

I thought was disrespectful. The animal was a pig. This incident was not

I did not tell my parents. I didn't fight back, every time I went to

school I cried, at school I cried, and on the way home I cried.

I cried. But gradually, because I was bullied too much, I got used to it.

experienced, I became used to it. What I did was become the one who had to be more

more conspicuous than my friends who bully me, and ask for protection from God and always be patient if I get bullied.

allah and always be patient if I got bullied again.

It wasn't until years later when I stepped into

college I only told my mother that I had experienced bullying that really made me devastated.

that I had experienced bullying that really made me down and lost my spirit.